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Thursday, December 15, 2005
sigh~
......
today is the only day tht ive been scolded many time about me leading the band... hais...
i noe its gD for me... i noe scolded me so tht i'll improve in the way i lead the band... bt i jz cant take it... discipline lah... their playing lah... bonding lah... sigh sigh... i've been trying many time.. trying so so hard to lead the band properly... bt to no avail... "am i NOT the correct person to be a drum major??"
sigh... if the band members cant play well.. wat can i do?? if the members lied and tell me tht they are sick so dey don hav to go to band... wat can i do?? if they giv me, seniors and conductors attitude.. wat can i do?? haiz... i come to a conclusion le... i cant be the normal nice guy in band le... i guess.. i mux be like the sec 1 ihsan in band... quite... discipline.. and fer now.... scold fer every reason... not to smile or laugh on any silly jokes... if to scold and motivate is the right way to lead the band well... den i'll do it.....
apologies....
i wanna sae sorry to all the seniors tht i let down... sorry to all my conductors.... to my the members... and lastly... to everyone whu thinks i did a bad job in leading the band.... hais... i don ask for sympahty... bt ya... iM sorry......
-juice
-Reality
today is the only day tht ive been scolded many time about me leading the band... hais...
i noe its gD for me... i noe scolded me so tht i'll improve in the way i lead the band... bt i jz cant take it... discipline lah... their playing lah... bonding lah... sigh sigh... i've been trying many time.. trying so so hard to lead the band properly... bt to no avail... "am i NOT the correct person to be a drum major??"
sigh... if the band members cant play well.. wat can i do?? if the members lied and tell me tht they are sick so dey don hav to go to band... wat can i do?? if they giv me, seniors and conductors attitude.. wat can i do?? haiz... i come to a conclusion le... i cant be the normal nice guy in band le... i guess.. i mux be like the sec 1 ihsan in band... quite... discipline.. and fer now.... scold fer every reason... not to smile or laugh on any silly jokes... if to scold and motivate is the right way to lead the band well... den i'll do it.....
apologies....
i wanna sae sorry to all the seniors tht i let down... sorry to all my conductors.... to my the members... and lastly... to everyone whu thinks i did a bad job in leading the band.... hais... i don ask for sympahty... bt ya... iM sorry......
-juice
-Reality