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Monday, September 12, 2005
no LIFE day...

I DONT DESRVE ANTHN DAT LIFE GAVE ME

i dont know Y i feel dis wae.... mayb its jz weird i guess... but i got a reason i n saying dis...

i jz dont give my 100% in evrthn dat i have, that im holding on tight on now... i just dont undrsatnd.. sometime i feel that i gave my 101% in evrthn in do... but i feel that in e end.. i realise its not enough... im no more appreciated by anthn dat i do... i sometimes feel very lonely... i don even understand why?? sometimes... i jz feel like giving up... but i noe i cant.... haiz... esp my cca... im tryingmy best to bring the band together.... im trying badly to lead well... but it seem that i cant!! i don understand?!!

really hope that i can find a way to stop dis feeling frm bugging me agn... =/

*shout out to all my frens that taking their Os... good luck fer uR upcoming PRELIMS and Os ofcoz... to all that taking their Ns... good luck to u too!! N study hard still fer uR Os nxt yr!!

-I DONT KNOW!!-